How in the freaking world did I survive an entire year without having lunch like everyone else? Lately I have been bringing food to 4th, but that's like cookies and such. I was so exhausted today from doing the mile and running around so much for ROTC that by the time I got home, I could not even walk straight. I had a strong dinner and something steered me towards the bed. Imagine that. I don't know how I did it.

The battalion is going to have an excellent year. What we have is strong and dominant. This will be the first year for us to make that big difference and carry on the tradition of the gold star.

I took Stanford Binet and scored 154. Supposedly, I'm in good hands. I haven't surfaced some things in a long while. I finally decided to actually write things that I do and want to do instead of defining life. Kara hates reading things like that and and and it's alright. I'd rather pick through the crowd and re-originate its well being. There I go again.

Guys, girls, stay away from people who bluff their personality. A word that may best represent such ordeal is fake. Don't talk to them. I'm sure they've done something to you along the way. You just have no idea. There is one hiding among us. Unfortunately. It disgusts me. I was fooled.

I must now continue to work hard so that I benefit in the long run. Have a pleasant evening.

Yesterday was amazing. 4:30 to 6. Thank you.

" The battalion commander of Army JROTC for the year 2005-2006, upcoming Gold Star year is cadet ... Tilbe. "
I've been waiting for this moment to come for the past 3 years.
Had it not been for our determination, this moment would not have occurred.
Next year is going to be top-notch strong. We will not be as liberal, yet nowhere ultra - conservative. Everything is going to be planned out down to the last detail before we walk through the battalion halls. We will paint those halls. The classroom is going to be different. Colonel will have upmost support. He will simply tell and it will be fully executed. People will not kill those free days during the week. There will be many requirements and expectations. I cannot wait until OCS/NCOES and neither can Mr Carroll and Mr Evans. We have an excellent crew for the companies... The staff is at its strongest... Mighty Hooah now..

Tomorrow is too intense.

I just applied to West Point, have to fix Air Force Academy's application and need to do Naval during the weekend. Hopefully everything will work out. West Point #1 choice.

I realized that I cannot attend a civilian university. I need to follow the military route. It's where I've excelled the most and greatest and feel most comfortable in. It makes me happy and above all, pleases me. That's all that matters.

I lost all my respect for one person, and there is no way that this person will be able to earn it back unless a feat is pulled. Until then, it will remain as it is. The opinion isn't anything new: there's a clear trend.